Driving in the pitch black darkness, when the night is torn into two by two headlights. Its an Old dusty truck and it starts to catch up to me, in my mind I ask myself a question "what if this is the night I Die? Will this unidentifiable truck host Mike Dee's waited killer?" So after Give myself a mental interrogation...I smile. As I turn down the street of where I live, the old nasty truck keeps straight. The smile of hope turns into a face of disappointment. A long time ago, I use to get this very creepy sinking feeling...That this poor body will release this soul of mine. And recently I had a dream(Haha I will spare you the ridiculous details) at the end it said(If I would've died today, I would've accomplished nothing." So is this a message to me is it my subconscious talking to me, or is it just a dream? These words bring that creepy sinking feeling back with a force...
I start to think of a chorus from a song of one my favorite artists Royce Da 5'9
Death is certainly gon' catch you
Whoever especially you will be left hurt
This is the cold, harshness of life
Just when it unfolds you lucky to grow old - life!
Well If you are reading this, I want you to know you are one of the people I truly care about you and want you to know these thoughts of mine...So the question I ask you..If you knew I was gonna Pass Away...What would you say to me? Any last thoughts? Do you regret the time we shared?Or just regrets that have to do with me period? Has there been something you been meaning to tell me? Any lies you told me that you would like to reveal? Take your time but give me your answer or answers ASAP. You can leave them as a comment on here or If you want to keep them between me and you just write me...
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hey mikeee never once have you made me regret anything about you i love all the times we have share child moments and school moments even though we dont talk like we use words could never express the love i have for you. you know how to keep people smiling and i dont say alot but i do LOVE YOU AND KEEP YA HEAD UP LOVE JESSICA
Hey bro! You know we have the best times together. I don't regret a second. We have our tiffs from time to time, but you know we're good. I just know that I appreciate the time we spend together, and whenever I'm here at school - I miss you. HARD. I think you are living the dream man. I've said everything I need to say. I believe in you and your talents brotha. Call me later.
I would tell you that I love you and that you mean so much to me. We have had our ups and downs but they have proved our friendship stronger then we thought i guess. But we are closer because of our miscommunications? My one regret would be that we didnt hang out enough. And that you are an amazing child of God and that He has great wondrous things in store for you. Just keep holding on. I love you buddy!! keep doing what your doing!!! You have been a blessing to me!
LOVE YA! Michelle:)
I would just tell you that I
am so very glad that we are
friends. This summer was one
of the best of my life and part
of that fact is due to you!
Love you, Buddy!!!
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