One night a group of men begin a session of opening up to each other. 4 good friends. We will give the letters for names. There names are H,A,D, and J. H tells his tale of how he balances his feelings. Well the feelings he had for a special lady in his life went from like to really dislike but a this very moment he is in the middle and could careless. A understands his story so well and could say they almost had the same chapter (but his story was way deeper and alot more painful.) So H says she told him" We are going on separate paths and it wouldn't work out." Well, A who understand his position, and begins to notice his pain from the past came back to haunt him harder than before. He feels it like it Just happened yesterday and is angry at the female species once again. So H continues his story to D and J...But A is reliving every moment all over again with the girl he thought would be his...A remembers her kiss, her everything, and Most definitely her lies. Her lies not only came from her words but from her actions. A believed his journey for love was finally over. A and this Girl spent so much time together...A was even asked to go to her mother's house for Christmas and he did so... A didn't think about anything but her...Every night the girl of his dreams would kiss him Goodnight. A didn't know what the this Girl had in her mind when she came to him one night crying saying "I don't want to lose you"
A asked "Why would you say something like that?" And pulled her close and comforted her. A hasn't seen this scene in awhile...After the Christmas getaway with this girl he had grown so close to...A decided he would do anything to be with her...She made it seem like she wanted him to stay after all she was still kissing him goodnight...But A didn't realize he was actually sharing his story with H, D, and J. They all felt some of the pain A was feeling. The girl woke up one morning and thought to herself(After all A had done...The sacrifices! he was pretty much homeless just to reside in her presence!) She had finally thought about the paths they were on and how they were different....She comes to him and says we need to talk and her words spoke different from her kisses. She said "We are going on separate paths and it wouldn't work out."
So his pain flows from his eyes...And he tells her...His deepest feelings and she lets it bounce off of her with no emotion. A can't tell up from down! He doesn't know whats going on... H,D, and J are listening to his hurt and can't believe this Girl was capable of causing such Damage...She fooled them as she fooled A with a mask of sweet and Innocent, when her true identity was something far more darker. A recently found out she is with another Guy and Finally decides to bid farewell to that friendship built on lies....After A finishes his story and goes for a ride inside his beat up car turns Up the music and lets his emotions sing along...lets his Tears speak louder than words! A held all his pain in...He thought it was weakness when his tears tried talking to him. He kept Them bottled in....But the bottle exploded.....Tears showed him the memories of his absent father, is horrible childhood, and most all his relationship with women....A cried and gasped for air....Screaming into his steering wheel...Y!!!!!! The tears fell even more....and Began to calm him down...You'll be ok they said...
Tears aren't a sign of weakness....And if you just take the time to listen you'll understand what they really represent...
Friday, October 26, 2007
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