Monday, August 13, 2007
Day In, Day Out
Well, Today is hardly different from every other day of my life. I wake up feeling like "What's gonna be the thing that will make this day suck worst than yesterday! Well I get some mail talking about student loan payment overdue! Well I can't pay for anything right now, and it is my own fault. Well another Thing I wake up 2day is the same crap I get from any girl I have feelings for...Well it was a text and I asked her why she didn't want to be with me and she replies"I just can't. I'm looking for someone to settle down with and get married i want kids. no offence but i don't want mixed kids" Can you feel the fire burning inside me right now, probably not!! If you could, your skin would melt away and your bones would turn to ash! And I look back to the chicks I was about to get close to, that were white. The reason I couldn't be with most of them was because I was black. Don't think for one second I don't like black girls! I like girls period! I don't see what color they are, I see what soul they have! Your inner me is what interest me! Does my inner-me matter to the opposite sex? As of right now, I don't believe so. So To every girl that turned me down because I wasn't the handsome blue-eyed, ripped from head to toe, and perfect in every way Guy I'm sorry I didn't meet your requirements. I can't change who I am. God made me this way for a reason! I hope one Day I can Find the girl who is interested in the person I am on the Inside Not Out....
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Oh man. That is crazy. I can't believe that chick straight up said that to you. I would be so pissed. Well, just know that I got your back. I'm glad you started a journal. Call me later bro. -Dan
Man, I don't know how it feels to have anyone discriminate because of my race. All I know is it makes me sick just to think about it. I agree with you, I don't see color...I see the inside. Man, you deserve a girl who likes you for being you. I know it's hard. Trust me I know that being alone sucks. You'll find that girl...she's out there somewhere. When you're least expecting it, she'll turn up. I just know it. Anyway, I hate that girls treat you like that. They apparently don't see the great guy you are. They must be either blind or stupid. Period.
You know, some white girls who aren't with black men, aren't because they don't want mixed kids... or you aren't blue eyes and whatever else... but mostly because their old fashioned fathers wont allow it. just remember that not everyone doesnt want mixed kids. haha.
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